! SCREWED UP
! today had my ccp 30%test! i think i screwed it up D;! it’s dam tough ! tougher than the year 3 sample paper! wth. okay, i dun rmb what i studied too though!
I been thinking if i getting things right as events and stuffs been clashing and to go for this, i will have to give up on that and also having projects and blaaaa, i been rather not committed to sth that i promised to be D; i seriously don’t feel good about it as all the stuff i also wanna attend but… think i jus cant commit enough.
Study break now and i gonna start to revise asap after competition! gotta buck up! shall go meet up with sec sch friend and start routine soon! heh! once exam is over, about a wk later, will be off to China ;D to STUDY D; for freaking long 1 mth D;! but hopefully is fun!!! 
I have been feeling funny and ridiculous-
i know that it will never be the case!
Feeling screwed too! like EXTREMELY.
I find it SO UNFAIR. like SERIOUSLY!
You’re so god dam sensitive! i swear
