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To the DUMB Jiahui,

hello STUPID Jiahui!
You been wasting your times on stupid stuffy as usual but please be focus in what you want and dun think so much?
Be a nun! And act smart!
Stop watching useless stuffy that eats your time away and start to learn!
You have freaking lots of things undone and want to do!
Are you sure you want to continue all the stuff in this way?
YOU WILL BE DEAD IN NO TIME SO TREASURE ALL YOUR FREAKING TIME LEFT OVER YEA!
WAKE UP DUMB!

MAY YOU GET A REAL AIM SOON! AND WORK HARD FOR IT!
Stay healthy and strong!

Always loving you,
SMARTY JIAHUI

CHINA

CHINA! i can’t wait to go! .. lol! it’s has been my motivation for the past weeks due to the horrible examination!
! however when examination ended, i wish for more time to stay in singapore thus can meet friends ;D poor friends frm Sp haven finish their paper yet D; !
Examination were okay .. some tough and bla ~ .. but well , hack cause is over ! and i think gpa cfm drop tough some part of me wishfully hoping it wont D; !
ytd went out dating with YULIANA ;D! we shop here and thr and nv really buy stuff but we cut hair ,classic medi and pedi ! somehow we regretted doin medi and pedi D; ! SUCKS..then we also watced STEP UP 3 ! it;s a nice video as a lot of dance to watch x0! hehh!!! enjoyable day~
soon is al the celebration and hang ard with friends til go china .. hmm! there is more ppl i wanna meet up sia D;! NEXT is bamazing, and all the other stuff- anticipate <3
bye blogg!~

SUCKER

SUCKER SUCKER SUCKER SUCKER!

I AM SICK OF MY BLOG!

i gonna change a new blog skin and bla once i am free ! i swear! i dun like my current blog D;! .. okay! is stil study break , exam stil not over but i dun really ave the mood to mug D;! exam break too long alr! SIAN TTM! i stil got a freaking week to go till my freedom ! OKAY JIAHUI JIAYOU!!!~

;D happy

I realize I been blogging when I am emo of sth or what nowadays so this post should be bout sth happy;) study break is fun as I meet up with all my beloved!!!!! stayed at loft for past few days, nt v productive as easily distracted and think of food ~_~ but is fun!is really a experience! owning a so called apartment with sec friends;) heh! and now, feeling better, dunno if I bluffing or what, I can move on for sure! <3 however i hate those fcukin points of me! blaaa !nw another happy things;) gonna lunch and watch show ;D heh

Study break!

!now I am typing down my thoughts on bus as I am real bored on the bus!the bus is real stink!!! ;( wonder why I always tio smelly stinky bus!dam! okay! currently I am havin my study break! I had enjoyed the first wk of study break and time for some serious study alr! something been distracting but I will overcome it! i regret for what i did always but well,once done cant be undo so yea, jus have to make sure i dun do that again!

hmmm! I hate exam but somehow like study break as it is the only time that nth are requires out of me and I can meet up with dear friends and mug hard tgt!spending quality time tgt which can’t be spent durin busy period of projects and stuffs!!! the only reason for loving YOG is that because it give me a longer study break heh! thanks yog! and yea!let’s pray hard I can study well and score flying colours! pray thaty gpa won’t drop! D; though i alr can be sure that it will drop!
okay!what they told me are true but it seriously cannot be undo! if I were to choose nw again,probably I will nt giv it a try? lol!that’s a lie!haa!I will stil try it as tempting? and if were to choose one of them to give up, I will probably choose that but I like it so yea gotta hold it and die die wun let go!heh!greedy but hack! one thing I m looking forward to!for once I allow myself to age faster ! i wish that period of time will come soon and only by then i will have IT and do whatever i want ;D heh! you will not understand what i meant as it is mean to be so ;D i had grumble and whack finish! bye bloggy ;o!

! SCREWED UP

! today had my ccp 30%test! i think i screwed it up D;! it’s dam tough ! tougher than the year 3 sample paper! wth. okay, i dun rmb what i studied too though!

I been thinking if i getting things right as events and stuffs been clashing and to go for this, i will have to give up on that and also having projects and blaaaa, i been rather not committed to sth that i promised to be D; i seriously don’t feel good about it as all the stuff i also wanna attend but… think i jus cant commit enough.

Study break now and i gonna start to revise asap after competition! gotta buck up! shall go meet up with sec sch friend and start routine soon! heh! once exam is over, about a wk later, will be off to China ;D to STUDY D; for freaking long 1 mth D;! but hopefully is fun!!!

I have been feeling funny and ridiculous-
i know that it will never be the case!
Feeling screwed too! like EXTREMELY.
I find it SO UNFAIR. like SERIOUSLY!
You’re so god dam sensitive! i swear

CURRENT THOUGHTS

POLY LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT! friends are so nice and fun now! Things have been different from previous semster and year. LIFE BEEN PACKED WITH EVENTS AND BLA~
however, i still miss secondary school friends and life. It been ages since E2 gather! ..

I have been rather slack? but i swear i wil PIA my studies durin the exam break!!! GPA, you are not goin to drop okay!

okay .now i shall go do my project research D;! bye bye

same issues coming back and visit again D;! always and always! irritated >;D!

i feel like sleeping now!

! okaynow i really fel like sleepin but i cant as i have to do sth for project or else i would be like a dam slacker .. and i gotta wake up early for tomorrow classes which is at 9 where i have been missing for few and get a warning letter alr D;! sians !

okay, today gt bac the SOM paper… marks rather screwed. EMO TTM! stupid ass hole theory ! careless only ! F! D;! ..

today first day of sch start after the two week break so is really SIAN again .. wish holidays longer! D; in holiday, went to vietnam with my course people, yr 1 and yr 2 together ! then came bac, rest for day and stuff,went to MT camp … holiday gone without doing any school works and now sch reopen is packed up! D; sians sians sians ! okay .. i think i seriously gotta work hard as i can sense that my gpa might might might drop D;! T_T !hjfnsdkjnfsekjdmnvkjsdh fcksjdnvx skdjvl sdj ! scary ! sjvfkds ! anw, jiahui jy!

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naggin done!

BYEBYE!

SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY WEIRD AND FUNNY THOUGHTS!

I gonna blog while i m supposedly to be studying…

I been thinking quite a lotsssssssss and is making me hard to concentrate and breathe! D;!
I am not sure of what i really wants!!!! D;

okay .. one good new is that i get what i wanted for like the first time? however, it doesnt really come with joy, but still, i m glad for it and sad for sth else. Next, i been having lots of weird thoughts D;! irritating D; T_T!

BLA BLA BLA!

okay..despite all the funny thoughts, i gonna try my best to maintain my gpa or improve it if possible providing that my current sems is getting tougher, and myself getting much less studious as compared to past! JIAYOU JIAHUI. I wish I have doremon that will help me with my examinations sia!

Tues havin IMK paper, then thurs SOM .. gd luck to myself ! x)!

After ct, i gonna have stuffs on till dunno when then really v free.
will be gg course, camps, viet trip… I HOPE I WILL HAVE FUN AND ENJOY

S.O.S   SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY WEIRD AND FUNNY THOUGHTS! D: i dun like them.